Sadness

I am profoundly sad today. I got the impression that my visits to Matt and Ally would be more welcome if they were a long time apart. I was hurt by some things and I'm still hurt. I left feeling like it was a final goodbye. Sorry... I think maybe I just need to vent a little and I know I definitely could use a hug. I will be seeing Susan tomorrow night and, wonderful adopted sister that she is, she always hugs me.

It has not been a very good few days emotionally. Hopefully things will improve.